Family.

because I love them.

I spent the whole week with family this week. Feels great to have loved ones around. I got to cook a lot of dishes with my mum, aunty, sisters and cousin. Got to spend time with daddy :D Had a lot of fun. I got my mind of things that hurt me. I got to have a long conversation with my sister which was great. Feels like my buerden is gone now. Something wise that I will never forget. "we should stop trying to figure out how to say sorry, instead we should star forgiving ourselves and other people who hurt us". Well, right now the way I try to convey how i feel through words doenst really make sense, cause the only ne who understand this is me, so I'll just end this post now before you guys die out of confusion.

<2 sloth.

Hate.

because that word is so fimiliar.

I hate hypocrites.
I hate clowns.
I hate the darkness.
I hate chilies.
I hate lies.
I hate cocky people.
I hate chocolate chips in my ice cream.
I hate riding horses and camels.
I hate peeling onions.
I hate seeing dead animals on the road.
I hate irresponsible drivers.
I hate the colour pink.
I hate not wearing my watch.
I hate it when you say sorry.
I hate it when my shoe gets wet.
I hate it when you feel bad.
I hate it that i care.
I hate when my phone has no battery.
I hate it when people stare.
I hate slimy animals.
I hate make up.
I hate girls.
I hate when you love me and then you dont.

<2 sloth

Strumming.

because i forget everything when i do.

I see a pattern now. When something bothers me I will just play the guitar until my hands bleed. Feels great to not worry about anything when you strum. Wish i could strum throughout my day.

<2 sloth.

Flowers.

because its simply beautiful.

I feel so good whenever i have flowers in my hand. I love plucking the petals and throwing it all over the road. Flowers are one of the things makes me smile (: i hope it will always make me smile in the future no matter what too. My friend and I had a long nice drive and talk through Melacca and we found a flower shop. Bought a few flowers. I spread some flower petals on the road. Call me when you find them (:

<2 sloth.

I Wish That I Could Not Feel.

because over time, this still hurts.

Who said time can heal a person? It doesnt. It just makes you feel worst. Especially when the reality of the situation sinks in. I wish you knew at the same time, i'd rather leave this to myself. I'll bare the burden of being stubborn (:

<2 sloth.

You Say.

because I love this song.

Somehow, this song is so amusing. It explains a lot about a lot. Hahahaha. I dont know what to say. It is just plain great. Wish you were listening to it.

<2 sloth.

Gentle.

because this word is so helpful.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. People, if you say this word, don't be surprise if I smile like a crazy person alone. Hahahahahaha. This is THE word that cheered me up yesterday. Its funny how one word can change your day (:

<2 sloth