Just Dont Cross The Line.

because I have feelings too.

I am slowly getting hurt more and more. You are really public with girls huh? Dont you see me standing here all this while? I am patient. Maybe too patient. I am so scared. I never want to prove myself wrong cause right now my heart is being tested. My loyalty towards you is being tested. It seem so much easier if I just give up. So so so much easier. You dont see me breaking down. You dont see me crying. YOU DONT! It would really suck if when I start acting like you are now you'd stop doing what you're doing because by then the tables will be turned and I have no idea how much or how long would you be patient to wait for me. Would you wait? I'll never know.

<2 sloth

Hmmm.

because I just want to sit hear in peace.

I'm sitting all alone outside my house with my guitar beside me, the cold night air blow my hair, strokes my soul, keeping me calm, while the thunder in the sky, makes me stay, just to see the first raindrop fall. I love this feeling. Me. Alone. At peace with the world.

<2 sloth

Why Do I Even Bother?

because everytime I do I get disappointed.

I believe that sometimes people can change and people can start appreciating what they have but sadly they dont. It feels so good to be unappriciated. Guees Im better off alone.

<2 sloth

What Am I To Do?

because right now I dont know what to do.

Should I tell him how I feel? Should I just ignore this nagging feeling and chill? What is the right thing to do? I know that whatever I do it is going to hurt just as much. What am I to do when I miss you so but I cant do anything about it? I am just going to go see him when he comes back and that will be it for now. For now I have decided to go see him. The rest will be up to God's will. At least no matter what I know I have fun just being with him even if it is for awhile. FOREVER ALONE :)

<2 sloth

Hurt.

because sometimes you are just mean.

I keep doing this to myself and everytime I do, it hurts just as much. I guess I have always been the one on the giving end of unrequited love. It takes longer for someone to get over unrequited love then a real break-up. I've been trying to get over this unrequited love for 3 years now and it still isnt working. This sucks. If only you were reading this would you understand? Will this matter a year from now? Do you even care? It takes only one bad phone call to turn everything south. It still hurts when you talk to me with that tone of voice. I am going to retrieve to my cave for now until this wounds are healed. I wish you would just stop doing this to me and I would stop doing this to myself. Maybe one day when I am over you I'll let you read this just for fun :) Hahahaha Positivity~~~ weowewoewoewoweowoeowoweowoeowowoeowo.

<2 sloth

Curious.

because I dont get it.
                       

"friends are forever 
brothers are always together
bestfriends are with each other"

Anyone care to explain the last line?

<2 sloth

10 Things I Hate About You.

because I cant find any flaws in you actually.

Let me list down 10 things I hate about you.

1. You make me happy and sad at the same time.
2. I trust you.
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I cant come up with much, but when I figure out that is if there is any, I'll list them down for you. For now, Im still thinking.

<2 sloth