Just Felt Like Doing This.

because I feel like writing something down but I dont know what exactly.

• Day 1 -Ten things you wanna say to ten different people.
• Day 2 - Nine things about yourself.
• Day 3 - Eight ways to win your heart.
• Day 4 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
• Day 5 - Six things you wish you'd never done.
• Day 6 - Five people who mean a lot.
• Day 7 - Four turn offs.
• Day 8 - Three turn ons.
• Day 9 - Two smiley that describe your life right now.
• Day 10 - One confession.

<2 sloth

I Knew It.

because I had a feeling something was up.

For a few days now I had this irritating feeling that something was wrong so then I called up Autumn. I asked him what is it that you are not telling me and I told him straight up that he can tell me anything in the world. I was preparing myself for the worst. For a broken heart maybe. Then he told me that he has been working out im his room for quite some time now and a few days back he sprain his left thigh. MY HEART STOPPED! Like dude! Its not funny. I dont want you to be getting hurt. Small injuries are funny when they are small but if it gets worst, oh shit. I love you too much to see you get hurt. Please take care of yourself. TELL ME ANYTHING. I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. EVEN IF YOU BREAK MY HEART. EVEN IF WE ARE APART. I WILL BE HERE.

<2 sloth

A Friend Of A Friend.

because I do care.

Well I have friends who have friends other than the friends that I am friends with. That is for sure. The thing is I know them, by name and by looks but I've never meet or talk to them. To bee honest, I envy my friends for having such awesome friends and I know it will be great if I get to just chill with them someday but I dont want them to think that I am this psychotic bitch. Its not that I care of what people think of me. Trust me I dont but then sometimes there are just boundries that are made that are meant to be obeyed. I want to know you better and I hope you dont think I am some snobbish bitch cause I am not. I am quite shy and anti-social eventhough everyone who knows me doubt that. But I seriously am. I hope someday somehow you will know that I too am really interested to know you better, its just that I dont know how or when to start.

<2 sloth

I Dont Want To Let You Sleep.

because I'll never know what it'll be like the next time we talk.

Yup. Change is something that has been going on for years now. That doesnt mean I am not scared. I dont want to be talking to someone who doesnt want to talk to me the next time I calll. I think this time for real. I am scared. So scared that just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I dont mind if your feelings for me change. I seriously dont. I just want us to never change. When I say us I mean our friendship. I am scared of losing you. I am scared that the past will repeat itself. I AM SCARED :'( You mean a lot to me and I dont think anyone but God knows exactly how much. I love you.

<2 sloth